I'm sure everyone thinks of their mother as their "hero" but my mother is a one of kind. She has every way of knowing how to make me mad,sad,laugh, and cry. So many things has changed within the past 2 years, It's hard to even think about. 2 years ago I was crying on the couch talking to my mom about a boy who had broken my heart. She always tried to make me laugh an feel better an try to think positive in every way, eventually I had went back to the guy who had broken my heart an never told anyone, kept it a secret for months an months..until 1 day i became pregnant.
My mom took me to my doctor because I was having some complications..I did the normal routine, peed in a cup to be exact! My doctor came in a asked my mom to leave the room, she looked at me with tears in her eyes, she knew I was pregnant before I did. She stepped out an the doctor told me I was 4 weeks pregnant. I cried an cried, and at the time didn't want my mom to step back in the room. But of course, she did..an she asked me "your pregnant, aren't you?" I said "yeah...i guess i am" with me balling my eyes out, we checked out an left, the walk to the car was so quiet an probably the longest walk of my life. I thought for sure I was about the get the 3rd degree. When we got to the car, my mom just sat their an cried, an said the most encouraging words i never thought i was going to hear she said " i went through this to, I got pregnant a young age also, but I want you to know..Im not mad at you, I am disappointed but I will be here for you" I just cried, i didn't know what to say then she said "you want mcdonalds?" LOL yeah..I told you she had a way of making me laugh an cry at the same time.
Of course, I didn't turn down MCDONALDS...but of course with all the news that just hit me..I couldn't eat a thing. She automatically knew who the daddy was, so that wasn't even a question. She told me "you need to call and tell Marc"
Now, here I am today raising a wonderful little boy who will be in just a matter of days ;(
I love my mother, & I hope my son looks up to me just as much as what I do my mom!
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